珍宝
珍贵稀少之物
宝藏金银难敌
难找世间奇特
得共与之相比

Part 1

麻醉剂用多了

效用就没了

唯有真正的解决问题

才可以根治

但是问题找到了

药方也有了

药却是珍宝中的珍宝

如此珍宝

如何得到呢

Complicated

A like B
B dont like A
B like unknown = x

Then A tell C
we cheat D
so we just cheat and tell D
we are couple
But later when C talk to D
the thing change = variable = y
become C think A like her
but create the condition
so now statement to D is
assume
A like C
but after that when D tell A
A denied that assumption
and make statement A dont like C
but C didnt ever knew this
and kept the assumption


A dont like B have a clear cut relationship
then A dont like C and this is also a clear cut relation
but thing become complicated when D actually have D1,D2............
and same to x,y
and D1 might not link only to y1 but might be the combination of y or y1+y2...............
and more worst A still dont know the real thought about B
either continue or give up
So now the relationship is complicated

Dont Know

Release stress
ha ha ha
Is quite happy to throw everything
and just go to do some other thing
but if i didnt go there i should have lie on my bed now
But

I cant reclaim time that already gone
I cant regret on what being done
and what not being done
but later i am also the one suffer
so what i get ?
Release stress then gain stress ?

PS: I am laughing when i typing this post
But does anybody know why I am laughing

After assignment then FYP then assignment and assignment and Final and final and final and final and final

rest ? few day ?
can i restore within such a time ?
one month later
after all this had done
what condition I in ?

Thanks for UTAR well organized timetable for this sem
and thank that you had make me sleep only 3-5 hours per day

and thank that you had make be become temper 

and thank the you give all the suffer
and thank to you management that dont even know how to plan
finally thank that you made me suffer
when i am then one who pay your salary
Thank You

Depress

I really feel depress where all my thing are not going on my plan
All those thing causing me trouble and trouble
i really suffer a very deep depression now
damn many thing need to be done
damn fool lecturer that still giving lot of assignment
damn fool uni that dont even know how to plan a soft skill event
damn fool internet that unstable
damn fool tablet that causing me trouble
damn FYP that until now i still dont have title
damn
damn damn

And in a damn late night i still need to do the damn fool assignment
that only brief requirement stated and damn no guideline
damn fool
damn fool
damn fool
damn fool
damn fool
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damn fool
damn fool
damn fool
damn fool

That particular sector in life

Why I always get wrong
haiz
Can i just do nothing
haiz
do nothing equal to give up
do thing but do wrong
equal to failure
haiz
做=》又做错
不做=》没错但是直接失败