Diverted diverts

Remember the day I decided my path
Remember the day I make my choice
Remember the day I suffer
Remember the day I upset
Remember the day I almost give up
Remember the day I survived the hardship
Remember the day I said ...
Remember the day I make promise to myself
Remember the day I diverted my path
Remember the day I make my mind
Remember the day I step up
Remember the day I advance
Remember today is a new life
New target new vision new mission

Rome wasnt build in day
There shall be lot more to go through
Keep up
☺😁😄😊😀😃😆

珍宝
珍贵稀少之物
宝藏金银难敌
难找世间奇特
得共与之相比

Part 1

麻醉剂用多了

效用就没了

唯有真正的解决问题

才可以根治

但是问题找到了

药方也有了

药却是珍宝中的珍宝

如此珍宝

如何得到呢

Complicated

A like B
B dont like A
B like unknown = x

Then A tell C
we cheat D
so we just cheat and tell D
we are couple
But later when C talk to D
the thing change = variable = y
become C think A like her
but create the condition
so now statement to D is
assume
A like C
but after that when D tell A
A denied that assumption
and make statement A dont like C
but C didnt ever knew this
and kept the assumption


A dont like B have a clear cut relationship
then A dont like C and this is also a clear cut relation
but thing become complicated when D actually have D1,D2............
and same to x,y
and D1 might not link only to y1 but might be the combination of y or y1+y2...............
and more worst A still dont know the real thought about B
either continue or give up
So now the relationship is complicated

Dont Know

Release stress
ha ha ha
Is quite happy to throw everything
and just go to do some other thing
but if i didnt go there i should have lie on my bed now
But

I cant reclaim time that already gone
I cant regret on what being done
and what not being done
but later i am also the one suffer
so what i get ?
Release stress then gain stress ?

PS: I am laughing when i typing this post
But does anybody know why I am laughing

After assignment then FYP then assignment and assignment and Final and final and final and final and final

rest ? few day ?
can i restore within such a time ?
one month later
after all this had done
what condition I in ?

Thanks for UTAR well organized timetable for this sem
and thank that you had make me sleep only 3-5 hours per day

and thank that you had make be become temper 

and thank the you give all the suffer
and thank to you management that dont even know how to plan
finally thank that you made me suffer
when i am then one who pay your salary
Thank You

Depress

I really feel depress where all my thing are not going on my plan
All those thing causing me trouble and trouble
i really suffer a very deep depression now
damn many thing need to be done
damn fool lecturer that still giving lot of assignment
damn fool uni that dont even know how to plan a soft skill event
damn fool internet that unstable
damn fool tablet that causing me trouble
damn FYP that until now i still dont have title
damn
damn damn

And in a damn late night i still need to do the damn fool assignment
that only brief requirement stated and damn no guideline
damn fool
damn fool
damn fool
damn fool
damn fool
damn fool
damn fool
damn fool
damn fool
damn fool
damn fool
damn fool
damn fool
damn fool
damn fool
damn fool
damn fool
damn fool
damn fool
damn fool

That particular sector in life

Why I always get wrong
haiz
Can i just do nothing
haiz
do nothing equal to give up
do thing but do wrong
equal to failure
haiz
做=》又做错
不做=》没错但是直接失败

Born to be stupid in love but intelligence in money

Everyone have talent
Jack : I agree
Everyone know how to love (couple type not family ...........)
Jack : Strongly disagree
Because I dont know how

but
what my talent
eh perhaps think how to earn money
I dont ever lack of this kind of idea
but when talk about love
I have no idea
and I am completely a loser
or I should say
i didnt ever know how can i success
i didnt ever know how to plan
i didnt ever know how to start
and i didnt ever know how it done

I think the only thing that i have talent
is think how to earn money and earn money
cause this is the only thing that i know how

Love talent level -> Stupid Jack
Earning talent level -> consider ok but not advance and genius cause not buy a Ferrari yet

ha ha ha ha I should know that far long ago
but why i still think about love
I dont know

Speed

How fast can one work ?
answer : no one know

Yesterday's I try to ask my senior about my working speed
she didn't say I am slow or very slow or may be fast
but of course I know
what call fast
so I feel that I am slow
but really can't find another way that can make me work faster
just hope that by having more experience I can get myself faster and faster

Fu fu fu

long time didn't been here
so need to clean the dust
as usual
still single
hahaha
I am free and single but of sexy
Undergoing Industrial training
sometime feel sad can't help on most task
and did some careless mistake
but luckily got very good senior and supervisor
and currently .........
nothing special

I am here

It has been a long time since my last post
Seem like this is a dairy for me
or perhaps I should consider it a love dairy

Can you give me a chance
is this word hard
no
it is just six word
with total of 19syllabus
in Chinese it is only 9 words
but it taken me few hour to think of it
at last i said

you tell me that
this moment you cant do the decision
you need sometime
something happen on you
you need sometime to clear you bad experience

I told I will wait
and here
I hope to share something with you
I also had a very bad experience
actually for other it is bad
but for me it is an experience of life
is not easy to forget the sadness
but if you hidden yourself in the corner
the dark corner
you will keep staying in the dark
the brightness of the world wont come
and shine on you
if you not willing to expose yourself

Lastly i would like to say
I am here
waiting for you
i hope we can hold together
and explore the world of brightness

Love : Photographer vs Sniper

Actually I just found that
there are not much difference
between sniper and photographer
They two are waiting for a moment
and in the so call best moment they made their shot

But sniper are not lucky guy
sniper have only one shot
no matter he success or fail
to perform a lethal shot
after that shot
he must run and escape

Photographer
he is the fortunate one
with a high performance DSLR
he can have up to 7~8fps
and continuously for few second
the more he capture
he got higher chance to get the best of the best moment

I always tell my friend I am a sniper
I would like to wait and release a shot
but I found that I was wrong
I didnt even have the sufficient skill
to shoot
but I dont believe
I just keep trying
but until few month ago I found
no I am not a sniper
1st target missed I still think that I can be a sniper
but second target I missed again
But something worse is I just found that
I dont even know how to hold a gun
I have pointed it on myself
and released those shot on me myself
It was pain and hurt
but hurt will recover

Soon and after I accept the truth
That I am not a sniper
But in the world of love
there are no such thing 100% confidence level say that
more you shoot the higher chance you success
So there are no photographer

But now I would like to say
Ferrari, Mont Kiara
you are now my only target

六个月

六个月没写东西了
这六个月也经历了蛮多的

上个学期
可说是太好了
3.4的GPA
太高兴了
可是这个学期就有点可怕了

这六个月
新爱情曾经来过
可是因我的鲁莽
它又离我而去了
但我还想去补救
希望她能给机会
机会几时能到来
我还真的不知道
但我会等它到来

句点

还有六天就两年
但也是时候画下句点
我没后悔所付出的
我也没后悔所所牺牲的时间
伤心？
感觉放松了
可能真的太累了
是时候休息了

再见爱情

爱情我会让你回来
只是我不知道你几时才回来

January 14

January 14 is known as the Diary Day. It’s the day when lovers exchange diaries as a sign of love. It can also be one-way or only one person gives a diary to the person he/she loves. It can also be accompanied with flowers.

i would like to send my dairy
and
i would like to wait for your dairy
will i have the pleasure to have it ?

Coz you r my best fren'

Best friend
^^
Your best friend
yup
but i start to tired
not sometime but feel worse
start to think how long can i withstand
what is my limit?
i dont know
what is my boundary?
i didnt set

But one day
when it come to the limit
when reaching the boundary
or
i totally give up
our friendship still can remain ?

But this moment i scare
i scare it will come
i scare it will happen
i scare

Really
first time ever
i feel that kind of horror
but should i start to be rational
may be i can made a change but
think rationally it will just have
billion to one percent of chances

等待

等待是漫长的
等待是痛苦的
等待是苦闷的
但
等待让我有了耐心
等待让我有了决心
等待让我有了恒心
虽然羡慕四周的人
但我依然想等待心目中那
最特别的你

Jealous->sad->problem still not settle !

Why he can do like that i cant
because .....................
my heart hurt
although i knew this long time ago
so why ?

i like to play investment game
i like business
i am talented in business and calculation
why in this sector i dont even count
i just keep on invest in
i know the chance to get what i want
in this stage is impossible
as a business man this can consider failure (total loss)
more than one and a half year
this investment didnt get any result
no gain but just keep on lose
but why ?
Jack Wah why ?
Is this investment worth to be continue ?
Do you wan to keep on ?
Rationally think about it Jack Wah

rational jack wah is try to negotiate with emotional jack wah
the outcome result is ................................

i did something that i dont know it is wrong or right
am i crazy ?

最愚蠢的我

收藏再眼眸，常徘徊左右
爱，猜到没有？
愉快玩笑后
能全然退后
你开心就够
这种感觉太真厚
讲一千句也不够
假使讲了你听到后，或会走
这种恋爱太罕有
不需真正拥有
成全 ，衷心祝福然后...
就放手
放手，放开所有
彼此更自由， 放手...
其实我决非爱得不够！
放手，豁出所有
还有这个好友，已经，已经足够...

*遥远是宇宙
静静在背后
去看守就够
这种感觉太深厚
讲一千句也不够
即使一刹有过冲动
挽你手
这种恋爱太罕有
不需真正拥有
成全，多舍不得仍然是放手
放手，放开所有，彼此更自由
放手，其实我决非爱得不够
放手，豁出所有，还有这个好友
已经，已经足够

*放手，我的牵挂，找不到尽头
放手，寄望你幸福什么都有
也许，爱很深厚
而我，早看得透
放手，只可拥有


林峰的歌
但是要做到放手也很难！
勇气，
信心，
决心，
我发现我没有。
我也没有，我想像的那么厉害
原来sniper也有失手的时候，
而且失手的时候还受了重伤。
开枪的那一刻就定了结果。
我选错了时间开枪，
结果当然也不是我想要的。
但我发现受伤的不只是我，
我也伤害了她。
我很想一切可以重来，
但事实告诉我不可能。
所以该是时候真的放手，
但我做不到。
五年，
可以等待，
可以重新找目标。
我的心好乱！
还好我还有最愚蠢的选择！
逃避

廣東話

本來以為打廣東話好易
原來唔易
但係我一定曉慢慢學惦打廣東話
當係識多一類語文
就算無用都可以爛屎下朋友
hahahahaha
start : 11:20
end : 11:55
PS: i found that i type English will be faster
and i prefer it
because i no need to think so long how to spell
but i will still go to learn how to type Cantonese
One minutes finish type using english
haiz
So this prove that my chinese and cantonese is worse than my english