P licence Fail

Damn stupid traffic light
My car half way out then change red
then the pegawai didnt say anything
but they always teach red stop
then i stop
Then she fail me
Then i ask the one who teach me driving
he say you already half way out then you can go no need to stop
So now what to say no luck lo
why i will meet such a condition
really nothing to say le

OMG and Feel stupid

Yesterday go to mark on the floor as a reference for architect
two people three hour 9 point
Today within 2 hour and i do all the thing myself
i mark 12 point and then my father draft the pool out
so i really feel stupid
but nevermind as i can finish
before the architect come to see the "real thing"
The real scale jacuzzi pool on floor
But nevermind at least i learn how to do
so when i go to study
then any practical thing on site at least i know what to do

Tired but is a very goob job

Today as i didnt get any job
so i follow my father go to his construction
and learn thing
Many will ask learn what ?
As i have received the offer letter from the university
so it mean that i success applied for quantity surveying course
so i follow my father to learn thing from a real situation
real construction site, real construction plan, real architect drawing
And what i do today is marking
which mean mark on the point according to the plan
a tiring job
measure mark
measure mark
measure mark
and today because first time doing it so get wrong
ordinarily today i can finish mark a jacuzzi pond
but because i mark 9 point but went i cal why i get ten point
so redo all the calculation
all calculation were right
then i found i forget the starting point
is the first marking point not the wall
so redo marking
so now really tired
but not finsh
but this is a very good job
because about 10:30 i arrived the site
then 4:00 i go home
And actually i just doing the marking for
about two and a half hour only
because other time i follow my father to look arround the site
and one hour lunch

A very touch Video

http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=374115065325&ref=nf
a very touch video
有被感动到
可能因为经历差不多吧

May Be All The Time I Am Wrong, Is Time To End

I dont know why
today suddenly i realise
that maybe i am wrong
maybe i am hurting her
but not loving her
i think is time to end
At least i will not hurt her again
Although is very hurt for me
but i dont wan to hurt her again

Few day ago i wrote this
爱一个人并不一定要得到她只要她开心就好
那我的伤心呢？？？
就算要分离也给我一个机会说再见
but now i think different
当你以为你在爱一个人时
可能那个人却被你伤害着
你看见她伤心可能也是因为
你对她的伤害所造成的
所以当你伤心时对方也可能在伤心
所以要确定
你到底是爱一个人还是在伤害一个人
不要只顾自己的伤心
i hope she will be happy with this result
because i am the one who dont give up then make her fell bad
now she will not fell bad again

Waiting

I am waiting
Waiting for a reply
just a simple answer
she success or she fail
why i just cant receive a message from her
i really hope that she reply me
but until now i also cant get anything
i start to feel desperate
i hope i can receive her message as soon as possible
快乐的时光很快过去
但等待的时光总是漫长
我希望我可以不用再等待
但天违人愿我还要耐心等待

Confuse

Suddenly i feel very confuse
Dont know why ?
Actually this will happen because
Today when i finish my stupid driving lesson
When i get in front of my home
Then a girl riding bicycle just in front of me
and dont know why she keep on looking at me
At first i thought she wan to challenge me
Just like other Male
when a Female challenge them
they will accept it
SO just get down from my instructor car
then i get my bike as fast as i can
then when i came out i saw some thing
the girl fall down because
she dont know how to stop a bike
on a sliding place
(i think she is a newbie)
but when she scream in pain
and jump here and there
OMG suddenly i feel that
she is cute !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Then she get in her house
So i just hang around
then i meet a guy so we chat
after that i told him about the challenge
Then the guy ask me a question
"......you wan to find the girl for challenge or you targeted the girl"
A very good question that make me can not forget the girl until now
(6 hour already, if i saw a pretty or cute girl
when i was at work or shopping or hang around at anywhere else
i will not waste my memory on them for such along time)
but now i feel confuse
one girl i know her (until today) for four year
and already tackle her more than one year
Another girl this is the first time i saw her
but she can make me think about her after six hour i meet her
(i didnt have such a feeling before
except the girl who i think about her for more than one year)
So Now i was extremely Confuse
But if some one ask me what i confuse ?
I dont know
There are many possible answer
MAYBE
- I confuse that maybe the girl
who i already tackle for more than one year actually
i am not so in love on her only
- I just too boring
So just wan to find someone who can accompany me
- I confuse that how would it be ?
When i give up the girl
that i already tackle for more than one year
- I confuse that maybe i just wan to find a replacement
which her behavior same as the girl i already tackle ?
- Or maybe is too lonely to be one !
So i wan something to fill in the blank
- Or is time to give up and start something new
I really Confuse
Who can give me some advise ?
一见钟情， 还是一时冲动 ？
我也不请楚 ！
但当我一个人度过了一个又一个孤单情人节时 ，
我发现寂寞实在难耐 ！

Heart Broken

remember when
I caught your eye
you gave me rainbows
and butterflies
we did enjoy
our happiness ?
when our love was over
I was such a mess

I smiled at you
and you smiled back
that´s when I knew
there ain´t no turning back
you said you loved me
and I did too
now though it´s over
I still love you

you´re in my mind
you´re in my heart
I wish I knew right from the start
all my friends said you´d break my heart
A heartbreaker right from the start

I tried to fight it
I tried so hard
and every day
I pray to god
that you and me
were meant to be
but you had another
you had a lover
and now its gone
I don´t know why
I feel like crying
just want to die
I can´t look at you
and you know why
no I tried so hard
to catch your eye

you´re in my mind
you´re in my heart
I wish I knew right from the start
all my friends said you´d break my heart
A heartbreaker right from the start

you´re in my mind
you´re in my heart
I wish I knew right from the start
all my friends said you´d break my heart
A heartbreaker right from the start

Artist : MSTRKRFT ft John Legend
Song : Heartbreaker

One month no reply
from any message i send
i dont know why
Or she is really a heart breaker right from the start
Because she had rejected me at first
Then i am too stubborn
Dont know how to give up
So now should i give up ?
and just keep her in the deepest part in my heart !
So actually i should do like the song
I should knew right from the start
And give up earlier then today no need to be sad
But i cant
I don´t know why
I feel like crying
just want to die
but if die that mean i give up all the thing
so i will not do like that
But what should i do
may be six month later this problem will be solve
because she will leave here and go to other country for further study
but can i really give up ?
i dont know
but something very clear now
My Heart Broken!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
爱一个人并不一定要得到她只要她开心就好
那我的伤心呢？？？
就算要分离也给我一个机会说再见

Too tired

Resign almost one month
then always stay at home online
and my mother keep on told me to find a job
finally 7-3-10 my first day as a P1 WIMAX Promoter
After people see this post then will have a question
Why not first day i work then i update my blog
because it is too tired i just wan
to lie on my bed for a while then i felt asleep
And the most important work as a P1 promoter
i need to hit target then i can get my commission
(every company not same so if you wan to work as any type of promoter ask properly the Term & Condition about your Salary and Commission)
Now after three day working i just hit 5% of the minimum target
OMG why i need to suffer this T.T

Finally

Finally i drive a car
a car less that 100bhp
max speed 160
Kancil
Compare to my dream car
6xx bhp V12 engine with 2 inlet valve and 2 outlet valve in each cylinder
0 to 100 KMpH just less than 10 second
Max speed 360 KMpH(which stated on the speedometer)
Max speed 310-345 KMpH (test by professional test driver)
6 speed gear box
E-diff technology which will assist the driver
That is too much diferrent

Nervous

Later 7:30 Need to go to learn how to drive
Yesterday the driving teacher call me
And told me today he will come and teach me how to drive
he ask me a question
"Have you ever drive a car"
The answer no
i didnt drive a car before
HAHAHA funny right
I love cars sports cars Ferrari, Lambor, .....
And i have been on Nissan Fairlady 350z, Benz Sport SLK 230
But i had never drive a car
I feel nervous
how would it be when i drive a car ???????????