Confuse

Suddenly i feel very confuse
Dont know why ?
Actually this will happen because
Today when i finish my stupid driving lesson
When i get in front of my home
Then a girl riding bicycle just in front of me
and dont know why she keep on looking at me
At first i thought she wan to challenge me
Just like other Male
when a Female challenge them
they will accept it
SO just get down from my instructor car
then i get my bike as fast as i can
then when i came out i saw some thing
the girl fall down because
she dont know how to stop a bike
on a sliding place
(i think she is a newbie)
but when she scream in pain
and jump here and there
OMG suddenly i feel that
she is cute !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Then she get in her house
So i just hang around
then i meet a guy so we chat
after that i told him about the challenge
Then the guy ask me a question
"......you wan to find the girl for challenge or you targeted the girl"
A very good question that make me can not forget the girl until now
(6 hour already, if i saw a pretty or cute girl
when i was at work or shopping or hang around at anywhere else
i will not waste my memory on them for such along time)
but now i feel confuse
one girl i know her (until today) for four year
and already tackle her more than one year
Another girl this is the first time i saw her
but she can make me think about her after six hour i meet her
(i didnt have such a feeling before
except the girl who i think about her for more than one year)
So Now i was extremely Confuse
But if some one ask me what i confuse ?
I dont know
There are many possible answer
MAYBE
- I confuse that maybe the girl
who i already tackle for more than one year actually
i am not so in love on her only
- I just too boring
So just wan to find someone who can accompany me
- I confuse that how would it be ?
When i give up the girl
that i already tackle for more than one year
- I confuse that maybe i just wan to find a replacement
which her behavior same as the girl i already tackle ?
- Or maybe is too lonely to be one !
So i wan something to fill in the blank
- Or is time to give up and start something new
I really Confuse
Who can give me some advise ?
一见钟情， 还是一时冲动 ？
我也不请楚 ！
但当我一个人度过了一个又一个孤单情人节时 ，
我发现寂寞实在难耐 ！