Best friend
^^
Your best friend
yup
but i start to tired
not sometime but feel worse
start to think how long can i withstand
what is my limit?
i dont know
what is my boundary?
i didnt set
But one day
when it come to the limit
when reaching the boundary
or
i totally give up
our friendship still can remain ?
But this moment i scare
i scare it will come
i scare it will happen
i scare
Really
first time ever
i feel that kind of horror
but should i start to be rational
may be i can made a change but
think rationally it will just have
billion to one percent of chances
Monday, December 20, 2010
Saturday, November 20, 2010
Friday, October 22, 2010
Jealous->sad->problem still not settle !
Why he can do like that i cant
because .....................
my heart hurt
although i knew this long time ago
so why ?
i like to play investment game
i like business
i am talented in business and calculation
why in this sector i dont even count
i just keep on invest in
i know the chance to get what i want
in this stage is impossible
as a business man this can consider failure (total loss)
more than one and a half year
this investment didnt get any result
no gain but just keep on lose
but why ?
Jack Wah why ?
Is this investment worth to be continue ?
Do you wan to keep on ?
Rationally think about it Jack Wah
rational jack wah is try to negotiate with emotional jack wah
the outcome result is ................................
i did something that i dont know it is wrong or right
am i crazy ?
because .....................
my heart hurt
although i knew this long time ago
so why ?
i like to play investment game
i like business
i am talented in business and calculation
why in this sector i dont even count
i just keep on invest in
i know the chance to get what i want
in this stage is impossible
as a business man this can consider failure (total loss)
more than one and a half year
this investment didnt get any result
no gain but just keep on lose
but why ?
Jack Wah why ?
Is this investment worth to be continue ?
Do you wan to keep on ?
Rationally think about it Jack Wah
rational jack wah is try to negotiate with emotional jack wah
the outcome result is ................................
i did something that i dont know it is wrong or right
am i crazy ?
Saturday, September 25, 2010
最愚蠢的我
收藏再眼眸,常徘徊左右
爱,猜到没有?
愉快玩笑后
能全然退后
你开心就够
这种感觉太真厚
讲一千句也不够
假使讲了你听到后,或会走
这种恋爱太罕有
不需真正拥有
成全 ,衷心祝福然后...
就放手
放手,放开所有
彼此更自由, 放手...
其实我决非爱得不够!
放手,豁出所有
还有这个好友,已经,已经足够...
*遥远是宇宙
静静在背后
去看守就够
这种感觉太深厚
讲一千句也不够
即使一刹有过冲动
挽你手
这种恋爱太罕有
不需真正拥有
成全,多舍不得仍然是放手
放手,放开所有,彼此更自由
放手,其实我决非爱得不够
放手,豁出所有,还有这个好友
已经,已经足够
*放手,我的牵挂,找不到尽头
放手,寄望你幸福什么都有
也许,爱很深厚
而我,早看得透
放手,只可拥有
林峰的歌
但是要做到放手也很难!
勇气,
信心,
决心,
我发现我没有。
我也没有,我想像的那么厉害
原来sniper也有失手的时候,
而且失手的时候还受了重伤。
开枪的那一刻就定了结果。
我选错了时间开枪,
结果当然也不是我想要的。
但我发现受伤的不只是我,
我也伤害了她。
我很想一切可以重来,
但事实告诉我不可能。
所以该是时候真的放手,
但我做不到。
五年,
可以等待,
可以重新找目标。
我的心好乱!
还好我还有最愚蠢的选择!
逃避
爱,猜到没有?
愉快玩笑后
能全然退后
你开心就够
这种感觉太真厚
讲一千句也不够
假使讲了你听到后,或会走
这种恋爱太罕有
不需真正拥有
成全 ,衷心祝福然后...
就放手
放手,放开所有
彼此更自由, 放手...
其实我决非爱得不够!
放手,豁出所有
还有这个好友,已经,已经足够...
*遥远是宇宙
静静在背后
去看守就够
这种感觉太深厚
讲一千句也不够
即使一刹有过冲动
挽你手
这种恋爱太罕有
不需真正拥有
成全,多舍不得仍然是放手
放手,放开所有,彼此更自由
放手,其实我决非爱得不够
放手,豁出所有,还有这个好友
已经,已经足够
*放手,我的牵挂,找不到尽头
放手,寄望你幸福什么都有
也许,爱很深厚
而我,早看得透
放手,只可拥有
林峰的歌
但是要做到放手也很难!
勇气,
信心,
决心,
我发现我没有。
我也没有,我想像的那么厉害
原来sniper也有失手的时候,
而且失手的时候还受了重伤。
开枪的那一刻就定了结果。
我选错了时间开枪,
结果当然也不是我想要的。
但我发现受伤的不只是我,
我也伤害了她。
我很想一切可以重来,
但事实告诉我不可能。
所以该是时候真的放手,
但我做不到。
五年,
可以等待,
可以重新找目标。
我的心好乱!
还好我还有最愚蠢的选择!
逃避
Tuesday, September 14, 2010
廣東話
本來以為打廣東話好易
原來唔易
但係我一定曉慢慢學惦打廣東話
當係識多一類語文
就算無用都可以爛屎下朋友
hahahahaha
start : 11:20
end : 11:55
PS: i found that i type English will be faster
and i prefer it
because i no need to think so long how to spell
but i will still go to learn how to type Cantonese
One minutes finish type using english
haiz
So this prove that my chinese and cantonese is worse than my english
原來唔易
但係我一定曉慢慢學惦打廣東話
當係識多一類語文
就算無用都可以爛屎下朋友
hahahahaha
start : 11:20
end : 11:55
PS: i found that i type English will be faster
and i prefer it
because i no need to think so long how to spell
but i will still go to learn how to type Cantonese
One minutes finish type using english
haiz
So this prove that my chinese and cantonese is worse than my english
Friday, September 10, 2010
思念
思念真的是一种病,
不知道如何是好的病。
为何脑筋就是不听我话,
明明说好放手的为何不能?
心里想放弃了去找新目标,
但是却有舍不得的感觉!
为何人脑这么的复杂,
却不能象电脑一样?
有一个刪除按键
几秒钟就搞定
几秒就好了
理性与感性都是人生下来所具有的
但为何这次我的理性没有发挥它的能力
让我放下从前,看往未来
不要为了一棵树放弃整个森林,
但我的森林里为何只有一棵树?
不知道如何是好的病。
为何脑筋就是不听我话,
明明说好放手的为何不能?
心里想放弃了去找新目标,
但是却有舍不得的感觉!
为何人脑这么的复杂,
却不能象电脑一样?
有一个刪除按键
几秒钟就搞定
几秒就好了
理性与感性都是人生下来所具有的
但为何这次我的理性没有发挥它的能力
让我放下从前,看往未来
不要为了一棵树放弃整个森林,
但我的森林里为何只有一棵树?
Monday, September 6, 2010
Final Countdown
Final week to prepare FOR TEST
really stress i dont wan to repeat the most difficult subject BSS
so now just keep on study hope can pass
then i will have easy life in Year 2 if not
MY U YEAR 2 life will need to suffer the same subject again
really stress i dont wan to repeat the most difficult subject BSS
so now just keep on study hope can pass
then i will have easy life in Year 2 if not
MY U YEAR 2 life will need to suffer the same subject again
Saturday, August 28, 2010
Bye Bye
Bye Bye
to those school mate which will go far away from their home for their further study
Bye Bye
to those friend which will go far away from their home for their further study
Bye Bye
to those good friend which will go far away from their home for their further study
And lastly
Bye Bye
To you
to a special you
that gave me a very good experience in my life
the first time ever experience
for being take serious in love
Although i didnt success but it is a very good experience
Thank You
Thank for the experience that you gave me
And friendship forever
to those school mate which will go far away from their home for their further study
Bye Bye
to those friend which will go far away from their home for their further study
Bye Bye
to those good friend which will go far away from their home for their further study
And lastly
Bye Bye
To you
to a special you
that gave me a very good experience in my life
the first time ever experience
for being take serious in love
Although i didnt success but it is a very good experience
Thank You
Thank for the experience that you gave me
And friendship forever
Friday, July 9, 2010
OMG BSS
Long time didnt update my blog
then just got this to say
OMG My Building Structural System
Damn Good until teacher draw an egg on my quiz test paper
I hope i can pass in final result if not redo then i need to suffer again
so god bless me
let me find a person who is pro in this and know how to explain
if not i surely fail
then just got this to say
OMG My Building Structural System
Damn Good until teacher draw an egg on my quiz test paper
I hope i can pass in final result if not redo then i need to suffer again
so god bless me
let me find a person who is pro in this and know how to explain
if not i surely fail
Wednesday, June 16, 2010
important person who pass by my life or important person of my whole life
Few day didnt sms with her suddenly i go to call her
but no people answer
so now i really think am i go to wait for ten year then we discuss
if ten year you already have your true love ?
I did a test before it tell me that she is a important person that pass by my life
but i threat her as important person in my life
so what will be the result
????
Ten year later i call her darling
or ten year later she got her darling but not me
or ten year later i got my darling but not she
Who know ?
God might know !
The future remain unknown
but people can fight for better future
and fight for thier desire
But for love
not always you fight you get
but no people answer
so now i really think am i go to wait for ten year then we discuss
if ten year you already have your true love ?
I did a test before it tell me that she is a important person that pass by my life
but i threat her as important person in my life
so what will be the result
????
Ten year later i call her darling
or ten year later she got her darling but not me
or ten year later i got my darling but not she
Who know ?
God might know !
The future remain unknown
but people can fight for better future
and fight for thier desire
But for love
not always you fight you get
Sunday, June 6, 2010
Bao Bei and Dear
Finally first time ever she mention me in sms using the word dear
Happy
But i know this
how long will it last
i dont know
but as i mention before
i will follow the god wish
three month later she will still go taiwan
but this is her dream
i will not stop her
i will support her
I reallly hope i can say this in front of her
"Bao Bei dont give up keep on pursue your dream no matter what happen i will support you"
Happy
But i know this
how long will it last
i dont know
but as i mention before
i will follow the god wish
three month later she will still go taiwan
but this is her dream
i will not stop her
i will support her
I reallly hope i can say this in front of her
"Bao Bei dont give up keep on pursue your dream no matter what happen i will support you"
Thursday, June 3, 2010
10 year later , if ?!
'ten years later if i still not married and you also not married then i come and find you!
Not telling you to wait for ten years, but just if '
so if i dont wait ?
then ten year later she really come and find me ?!
then what should i do ?
but if i wait ?
then she didnt ?
then what should i do ?
Now in my mind is i can wait but i not confirm how long
Nobody will know what will happen in ten years times
So no need to decide just follow the god wish
ten year later then two of us will know what is the result
Not telling you to wait for ten years, but just if '
so if i dont wait ?
then ten year later she really come and find me ?!
then what should i do ?
but if i wait ?
then she didnt ?
then what should i do ?
Now in my mind is i can wait but i not confirm how long
Nobody will know what will happen in ten years times
So no need to decide just follow the god wish
ten year later then two of us will know what is the result
Tuesday, June 1, 2010
Is time to adapted
About one week this condition keep on !
SMS nobody reply
I am jus like sms with air
Dont know why and what happen !
But is time to adapted because no longer time
i cant sms her for few year !
我有试过一个心理问题
有关于她
答案告诉我
“一个在你身命中重要的路人”
我是否因该承认及接受这个答案是对的呢????
SMS nobody reply
I am jus like sms with air
Dont know why and what happen !
But is time to adapted because no longer time
i cant sms her for few year !
我有试过一个心理问题
有关于她
答案告诉我
“一个在你身命中重要的路人”
我是否因该承认及接受这个答案是对的呢????
OK at least there is a explaination
Finally i know why can not save because they are doing something with their server
Then i need to wait until tomorrow then try again
PTPTN loan
I hope tomorrow i will get the save button
Then i need to wait until tomorrow then try again
PTPTN loan
I hope tomorrow i will get the save button
DAMN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I wan to get PTPTN Loan
But when i go online i cant key in the pin
Then try ten more times cannot !
Then ask the call PTPTN guy they say Just can use IE
Then finally i key in the code
Ten minutes before this i try to key in my exam result SIX TIMES KEY IN NO SAVE BUTTON FOR ME TO PRESS I THOUGHT PREES ANOTHER PAGE
BUT NOTHING SAVE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SIX TIMES I TRY LE!!!!!!!!!
SO CAN SOMEONE HELP ME ?????????????
And some question
1) Why cannot use Mozilla ? Mozilla too new ?
2) Why my friend say they ok but i cant find the button ? My friend also cant comfirm he save it properly ? so who problem ? PTPTN ? or us ?
3) Where should i get help call them no use because my computer will still not display the save button ? Why no save button ? They didnt put a save button there ?
4) The most important question WHERE IS THE SAVE BUTTON OR I SHOULD SAY IN MALAY ( MANA BUTANG SIMPAN ?????)
But when i go online i cant key in the pin
Then try ten more times cannot !
Then ask the call PTPTN guy they say Just can use IE
Then finally i key in the code
Ten minutes before this i try to key in my exam result SIX TIMES KEY IN NO SAVE BUTTON FOR ME TO PRESS I THOUGHT PREES ANOTHER PAGE
BUT NOTHING SAVE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SIX TIMES I TRY LE!!!!!!!!!
SO CAN SOMEONE HELP ME ?????????????
And some question
1) Why cannot use Mozilla ? Mozilla too new ?
2) Why my friend say they ok but i cant find the button ? My friend also cant comfirm he save it properly ? so who problem ? PTPTN ? or us ?
3) Where should i get help call them no use because my computer will still not display the save button ? Why no save button ? They didnt put a save button there ?
4) The most important question WHERE IS THE SAVE BUTTON OR I SHOULD SAY IN MALAY ( MANA BUTANG SIMPAN ?????)
Saturday, May 15, 2010
What I've Done = Useless
I work
The job computer promoter
I work about three months
Why i work
I want a new phone
Nokia N97
But at the time tha pirce is 24xx
i know the price will go down
So at first i work
then i think
after work before go into u then i buy it
I work at that shop
I be patient with every thing
scolded by supervisor
scolded by customer
I just treated it nothing
Because i know once i give up N97 will also give me up
I accepted every thing
Finally now i can buy but 3.5K
Laptop and N97
what should i do
1.5k for N97
The 2k for a damn stupid laptop
Or 2.8k for a laptop then how about N97
what that give me power to survive
in the computer promoter job
Then i give up what i have waited !
what i have work hard !
what that give me power to keep work !
what i have sacrifice for that three month !
That three month of scolding but i still not give up!
So that mean what have be patient for
What i have been waited for
finally
What I've Done = Useless
Because i can even get
what i wan after three month of patient
what I've done in this three months is equal to useless
Useless
The job computer promoter
I work about three months
Why i work
I want a new phone
Nokia N97
But at the time tha pirce is 24xx
i know the price will go down
So at first i work
then i think
after work before go into u then i buy it
I work at that shop
I be patient with every thing
scolded by supervisor
scolded by customer
I just treated it nothing
Because i know once i give up N97 will also give me up
I accepted every thing
Finally now i can buy but 3.5K
Laptop and N97
what should i do
1.5k for N97
The 2k for a damn stupid laptop
Or 2.8k for a laptop then how about N97
what that give me power to survive
in the computer promoter job
Then i give up what i have waited !
what i have work hard !
what that give me power to keep work !
what i have sacrifice for that three month !
That three month of scolding but i still not give up!
So that mean what have be patient for
What i have been waited for
finally
What I've Done = Useless
Because i can even get
what i wan after three month of patient
what I've done in this three months is equal to useless
Useless
Friday, May 14, 2010
无意义
何为梦想?
梦里理想?
还是发梦想一想?
梦想不要当真!
当真时虽然你可以达到。
但一句话使你无法圆梦,你会更痛苦。
那梦想要来干嘛?
发梦想一想就好了!
人因有梦,
方为人也。
若人无梦,
钱何来也。
若无钱来,
又何有物。
但若无物,
又何来梦?
那梦到底是什么 ?
还是它根本就无意义 ?
梦里理想?
还是发梦想一想?
梦想不要当真!
当真时虽然你可以达到。
但一句话使你无法圆梦,你会更痛苦。
那梦想要来干嘛?
发梦想一想就好了!
人因有梦,
方为人也。
若人无梦,
钱何来也。
若无钱来,
又何有物。
但若无物,
又何来梦?
那梦到底是什么 ?
还是它根本就无意义 ?
What is saving ? And what does it for ?
I am a University student
The course i study cost me 40k++
First bill already paid 4.9k
left 35k++
And as May 24 i wan to get in university
so i would like to have my own laptop
At first my target 5k++
Then a week before i told my parent about this
Then they respon is no
They said the cost is too high
Then ok i downgrade to 3k++
but that one is a 15.6'' laptop
Then my father said no need to bring such a laptop
i down grade again 2.8k no ++
but what my mom told me is 3.5k
laptop and mobile phone
At first i think i buy the 5k laptop
then i dont wan to buy a new mobile phone
But after i downgrade and downgrade
what i cant downgrade is my phone
i already pursue this dream phone for 7 months
every time i pass through a hand phone shop
i ask the price
"Hey boss how much the cost"
"24xx"
one month later
"Hey boss how much the cost"
"22xx"
one month later
"Hey boss how much the cost"
"20xx"
one month later
"Hey boss how much the cost"
"18xx"
one month later
"Hey boss how much the cost"
"18xx"
one month later
"Hey boss how much the cost"
"18xx"
one month later
"Hey boss how much the cost"
"15xx"finally it drop the price to 15xx
i am so happy that finally it become this price
A price that i hope to get the phone
but 3.5k
after 1.5k my laptop will be damn stupid
Pentium dual core laptop
From Core i-7 15.6"screen bluray combo drive 1GB DDR3 graphic VRAM laptop
down grade to
Core i-5 14"screen DVD Super Multi DL drive 512MD DDR3 graphic VRAM laptop
i dont wan to down grade again
because pentium dual core is really too slow for me
Centrino core 2 duo slow
Core i-3 ok
Core i-5 good enough
Core i-7 fast
But all of this i had never tell
how much is my saving
21k
No mistake at all
i have 21k in my saving account
i just wan 4.5k to buy thing and this thing can be use for few years
but my mother say 3.5k
3.5k
because if you cant get a laon then you can use your saving
my saving ?????????????
21k take out 4.5k still left 16.5k
16.5k good enough for one and a half year so
what i have pursue for 7 months
then when i think i can get it
It just become a dream again
7 months (i didnt work fully 7 months )i work because of this !!!!!!!!
my father say what for ????????
such a mobile phone
because you wan to show off?
I think i really should bring my father
go to Apple concept store to see
A 3k hand phone
That is what call show off
or Sony center to have a look on the 2.7k hand phone
Seven months of pursue
in seven months
i work part time job
work for my father
finally i get what
700 for my hand phone ?
good enough for the full size qwerty keyboard ?
or the touch screen ?
and actually is 6k from the 21k
is my salary after this few months of working
i use 4.5k of this 6k
i will still have 1.5k to save in the account
which mean i still left 16.5k
my father say next time you got money you will spend all
spend all???? no saving so what is the 1.5k ?
75% of my few month hard working salary ???????????
i spend all and no save any money ?
am i too stupid ?
or my father too clever ?
that he can even cal that i save 1.5k ?
but he is a business man !
so mean i clever than him ?
or what my father scare is i cant earn any money
and cant get any student loan in this few year ?
16.5k i have semester break
i can work
so it will be ++ after few year didnt use
so what is saving ????
for emergency ?
for future ?
then if use a portion of it ?
for dream ?
then what should be consider as dream ?
And what really a saving does ?
For my grave?
For the long long dream that will never end ?
still have few ten year !!!!
so what does it for ?
today 14-05-10 2:30am start compose
finish compose 14-05-10 4;30 am
i cant get sleep because of this problem
i really feel depressed
My dream will always be a dream ?
or that are no hope and no dream
in the world
that are too reality
???????????????????????
The course i study cost me 40k++
First bill already paid 4.9k
left 35k++
And as May 24 i wan to get in university
so i would like to have my own laptop
At first my target 5k++
Then a week before i told my parent about this
Then they respon is no
They said the cost is too high
Then ok i downgrade to 3k++
but that one is a 15.6'' laptop
Then my father said no need to bring such a laptop
i down grade again 2.8k no ++
but what my mom told me is 3.5k
laptop and mobile phone
At first i think i buy the 5k laptop
then i dont wan to buy a new mobile phone
But after i downgrade and downgrade
what i cant downgrade is my phone
i already pursue this dream phone for 7 months
every time i pass through a hand phone shop
i ask the price
"Hey boss how much the cost"
"24xx"
one month later
"Hey boss how much the cost"
"22xx"
one month later
"Hey boss how much the cost"
"20xx"
one month later
"Hey boss how much the cost"
"18xx"
one month later
"Hey boss how much the cost"
"18xx"
one month later
"Hey boss how much the cost"
"18xx"
one month later
"Hey boss how much the cost"
"15xx"finally it drop the price to 15xx
i am so happy that finally it become this price
A price that i hope to get the phone
but 3.5k
after 1.5k my laptop will be damn stupid
Pentium dual core laptop
From Core i-7 15.6"screen bluray combo drive 1GB DDR3 graphic VRAM laptop
down grade to
Core i-5 14"screen DVD Super Multi DL drive 512MD DDR3 graphic VRAM laptop
i dont wan to down grade again
because pentium dual core is really too slow for me
Centrino core 2 duo slow
Core i-3 ok
Core i-5 good enough
Core i-7 fast
But all of this i had never tell
how much is my saving
21k
No mistake at all
i have 21k in my saving account
i just wan 4.5k to buy thing and this thing can be use for few years
but my mother say 3.5k
3.5k
because if you cant get a laon then you can use your saving
my saving ?????????????
21k take out 4.5k still left 16.5k
16.5k good enough for one and a half year so
what i have pursue for 7 months
then when i think i can get it
It just become a dream again
7 months (i didnt work fully 7 months )i work because of this !!!!!!!!
my father say what for ????????
such a mobile phone
because you wan to show off?
I think i really should bring my father
go to Apple concept store to see
A 3k hand phone
That is what call show off
or Sony center to have a look on the 2.7k hand phone
Seven months of pursue
in seven months
i work part time job
work for my father
finally i get what
700 for my hand phone ?
good enough for the full size qwerty keyboard ?
or the touch screen ?
and actually is 6k from the 21k
is my salary after this few months of working
i use 4.5k of this 6k
i will still have 1.5k to save in the account
which mean i still left 16.5k
my father say next time you got money you will spend all
spend all???? no saving so what is the 1.5k ?
75% of my few month hard working salary ???????????
i spend all and no save any money ?
am i too stupid ?
or my father too clever ?
that he can even cal that i save 1.5k ?
but he is a business man !
so mean i clever than him ?
or what my father scare is i cant earn any money
and cant get any student loan in this few year ?
16.5k i have semester break
i can work
so it will be ++ after few year didnt use
so what is saving ????
for emergency ?
for future ?
then if use a portion of it ?
for dream ?
then what should be consider as dream ?
And what really a saving does ?
For my grave?
For the long long dream that will never end ?
still have few ten year !!!!
so what does it for ?
today 14-05-10 2:30am start compose
finish compose 14-05-10 4;30 am
i cant get sleep because of this problem
i really feel depressed
My dream will always be a dream ?
or that are no hope and no dream
in the world
that are too reality
???????????????????????
Wednesday, May 12, 2010
???
long time no updated
because dont know what to write
so many ??????????? in my mind this few day
many thing to think
so that also mean many problem
Main problem $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$
money that i saved this few month
not enough to buy my laptop and phone
because my mother say i cannot use my saving account money
if i can use my saving account money then
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Nothing to talk le
because dont know what to write
so many ??????????? in my mind this few day
many thing to think
so that also mean many problem
Main problem $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$
money that i saved this few month
not enough to buy my laptop and phone
because my mother say i cannot use my saving account money
if i can use my saving account money then
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Nothing to talk le
Sunday, April 25, 2010
Finally
Finally after pay about RM1100
12 hour of car driving lesson
Failed one time for the first driving test
On 23-4-2010
a 18 and 4 month (actual age) old boy pass his car driving test
Yes i finally pass my p license test
Happy finally i can drive a car
but just pass still have so many thing to learn
and driving is not easy
because the road condition you cant control
like just now my father drive the car
(my father 4x year old so he have 2x driving experience)
the folk is too much that make him need to slow down the car (max speed 30km/h)
is very slow
(basically we will not met this condition in our normal day life as today we go on holiday in genting so we met this condition)
so now is just a new start for me
12 hour of car driving lesson
Failed one time for the first driving test
On 23-4-2010
a 18 and 4 month (actual age) old boy pass his car driving test
Yes i finally pass my p license test
Happy finally i can drive a car
but just pass still have so many thing to learn
and driving is not easy
because the road condition you cant control
like just now my father drive the car
(my father 4x year old so he have 2x driving experience)
the folk is too much that make him need to slow down the car (max speed 30km/h)
is very slow
(basically we will not met this condition in our normal day life as today we go on holiday in genting so we met this condition)
so now is just a new start for me
Tuesday, April 13, 2010
Nothing to say
my brother download thing
then my house whole network down
i told him, you download game
you play yourself only
but i download those thing
is for all of us not just myself
i told him to pause that download
if not i block connect to the modem to block him
then he say you try to do it la
this is my brother
selfish dont care about other
and just doing what he like
so now i got nothing to say T.T
then my house whole network down
i told him, you download game
you play yourself only
but i download those thing
is for all of us not just myself
i told him to pause that download
if not i block connect to the modem to block him
then he say you try to do it la
this is my brother
selfish dont care about other
and just doing what he like
so now i got nothing to say T.T
Monday, April 12, 2010
Before and After
Today suddenly remember something she told me
"Before a boy success tackle a girl
and become the girl boy friend
the boy will think she is perfect
But after a boy success tackle a girl
then the boy will think
the girl is just like other girl
nothing special"
OMG
I think and think then get a question !!!!!!!!
How to convince a girl
that you are really love her,
that you want to protect her,
that you will always think she is the best ?
I really dont know ?
But i really think she is the best no matter when and what happen!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
although i discover she is lazy
although she dont wan to reply my sms
although she told me she is a bad girl
But i still think she is the best
OMG
Can someone know what is in her mind
what is she thinking about ?
GOD KNOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
"Before a boy success tackle a girl
and become the girl boy friend
the boy will think she is perfect
But after a boy success tackle a girl
then the boy will think
the girl is just like other girl
nothing special"
OMG
I think and think then get a question !!!!!!!!
How to convince a girl
that you are really love her,
that you want to protect her,
that you will always think she is the best ?
I really dont know ?
But i really think she is the best no matter when and what happen!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
although i discover she is lazy
although she dont wan to reply my sms
although she told me she is a bad girl
But i still think she is the best
OMG
Can someone know what is in her mind
what is she thinking about ?
GOD KNOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Saturday, April 3, 2010
First Ever Time Have This Kind Of Happy Feeling
Today shopping with her
feel very happy
but why happy
Just cant explain
this is the first time
i shopping with her
And just me and her
I am really enjoy the one and a half hour
when we sit down and
have a drink
when we walk around
when we chat
when she go to buy thing
i accompany her to buy
i really enjoy this
All Of This
But this is the first time
and may be the last time i shopping with her
because she will go Taiwan
So may be this will be the last time
but i will keep this memory
a very beautiful memory
that i will never forget
i will store this memory deep in my heart
feel very happy
but why happy
Just cant explain
this is the first time
i shopping with her
And just me and her
I am really enjoy the one and a half hour
when we sit down and
have a drink
when we walk around
when we chat
when she go to buy thing
i accompany her to buy
i really enjoy this
All Of This
But this is the first time
and may be the last time i shopping with her
because she will go Taiwan
So may be this will be the last time
but i will keep this memory
a very beautiful memory
that i will never forget
i will store this memory deep in my heart
Friday, March 26, 2010
P licence Fail
Damn stupid traffic light
My car half way out then change red
then the pegawai didnt say anything
but they always teach red stop
then i stop
Then she fail me
Then i ask the one who teach me driving
he say you already half way out then you can go no need to stop
So now what to say no luck lo
why i will meet such a condition
really nothing to say le
My car half way out then change red
then the pegawai didnt say anything
but they always teach red stop
then i stop
Then she fail me
Then i ask the one who teach me driving
he say you already half way out then you can go no need to stop
So now what to say no luck lo
why i will meet such a condition
really nothing to say le
Wednesday, March 24, 2010
OMG and Feel stupid
Yesterday go to mark on the floor as a reference for architect
two people three hour 9 point
Today within 2 hour and i do all the thing myself
i mark 12 point and then my father draft the pool out
so i really feel stupid
but nevermind as i can finish
before the architect come to see the "real thing"
The real scale jacuzzi pool on floor
But nevermind at least i learn how to do
so when i go to study
then any practical thing on site at least i know what to do
two people three hour 9 point
Today within 2 hour and i do all the thing myself
i mark 12 point and then my father draft the pool out
so i really feel stupid
but nevermind as i can finish
before the architect come to see the "real thing"
The real scale jacuzzi pool on floor
But nevermind at least i learn how to do
so when i go to study
then any practical thing on site at least i know what to do
Tuesday, March 23, 2010
Tired but is a very goob job
Today as i didnt get any job
so i follow my father go to his construction
and learn thing
Many will ask learn what ?
As i have received the offer letter from the university
so it mean that i success applied for quantity surveying course
so i follow my father to learn thing from a real situation
real construction site, real construction plan, real architect drawing
And what i do today is marking
which mean mark on the point according to the plan
a tiring job
measure mark
measure mark
measure mark
and today because first time doing it so get wrong
ordinarily today i can finish mark a jacuzzi pond
but because i mark 9 point but went i cal why i get ten point
so redo all the calculation
all calculation were right
then i found i forget the starting point
is the first marking point not the wall
so redo marking
so now really tired
but not finsh
but this is a very good job
because about 10:30 i arrived the site
then 4:00 i go home
And actually i just doing the marking for
about two and a half hour only
because other time i follow my father to look arround the site
and one hour lunch
so i follow my father go to his construction
and learn thing
Many will ask learn what ?
As i have received the offer letter from the university
so it mean that i success applied for quantity surveying course
so i follow my father to learn thing from a real situation
real construction site, real construction plan, real architect drawing
And what i do today is marking
which mean mark on the point according to the plan
a tiring job
measure mark
measure mark
measure mark
and today because first time doing it so get wrong
ordinarily today i can finish mark a jacuzzi pond
but because i mark 9 point but went i cal why i get ten point
so redo all the calculation
all calculation were right
then i found i forget the starting point
is the first marking point not the wall
so redo marking
so now really tired
but not finsh
but this is a very good job
because about 10:30 i arrived the site
then 4:00 i go home
And actually i just doing the marking for
about two and a half hour only
because other time i follow my father to look arround the site
and one hour lunch
A very touch Video
http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=374115065325&ref=nf
a very touch video
有被感动到
可能因为经历差不多吧
a very touch video
有被感动到
可能因为经历差不多吧
Friday, March 19, 2010
May Be All The Time I Am Wrong, Is Time To End
I dont know why
today suddenly i realise
that maybe i am wrong
maybe i am hurting her
but not loving her
i think is time to end
At least i will not hurt her again
Although is very hurt for me
but i dont wan to hurt her again
Few day ago i wrote this
爱一个人并不一定要得到她只要她开心就好
那我的伤心呢???
就算要分离也给我一个机会说再见
but now i think different
当你以为你在爱一个人时
可能那个人却被你伤害着
你看见她伤心可能也是因为
你对她的伤害所造成的
所以当你伤心时对方也可能在伤心
所以要确定
你到底是爱一个人还是在伤害一个人
不要只顾自己的伤心
i hope she will be happy with this result
because i am the one who dont give up then make her fell bad
now she will not fell bad again
today suddenly i realise
that maybe i am wrong
maybe i am hurting her
but not loving her
i think is time to end
At least i will not hurt her again
Although is very hurt for me
but i dont wan to hurt her again
Few day ago i wrote this
爱一个人并不一定要得到她只要她开心就好
那我的伤心呢???
就算要分离也给我一个机会说再见
but now i think different
当你以为你在爱一个人时
可能那个人却被你伤害着
你看见她伤心可能也是因为
你对她的伤害所造成的
所以当你伤心时对方也可能在伤心
所以要确定
你到底是爱一个人还是在伤害一个人
不要只顾自己的伤心
i hope she will be happy with this result
because i am the one who dont give up then make her fell bad
now she will not fell bad again
Wednesday, March 17, 2010
Waiting
I am waiting
Waiting for a reply
just a simple answer
she success or she fail
why i just cant receive a message from her
i really hope that she reply me
but until now i also cant get anything
i start to feel desperate
i hope i can receive her message as soon as possible
快乐的时光很快过去
但等待的时光总是漫长
我希望我可以不用再等待
但天违人愿我还要耐心等待
Waiting for a reply
just a simple answer
she success or she fail
why i just cant receive a message from her
i really hope that she reply me
but until now i also cant get anything
i start to feel desperate
i hope i can receive her message as soon as possible
快乐的时光很快过去
但等待的时光总是漫长
我希望我可以不用再等待
但天违人愿我还要耐心等待
Monday, March 15, 2010
Confuse
Suddenly i feel very confuse
Dont know why ?
Actually this will happen because
Today when i finish my stupid driving lesson
When i get in front of my home
Then a girl riding bicycle just in front of me
and dont know why she keep on looking at me
At first i thought she wan to challenge me
Just like other Male
when a Female challenge them
they will accept it
SO just get down from my instructor car
then i get my bike as fast as i can
then when i came out i saw some thing
the girl fall down because
she dont know how to stop a bike
on a sliding place
(i think she is a newbie)
but when she scream in pain
and jump here and there
OMG suddenly i feel that
she is cute !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Then she get in her house
So i just hang around
then i meet a guy so we chat
after that i told him about the challenge
Then the guy ask me a question
"......you wan to find the girl for challenge or you targeted the girl"
A very good question that make me can not forget the girl until now
(6 hour already, if i saw a pretty or cute girl
when i was at work or shopping or hang around at anywhere else
i will not waste my memory on them for such along time)
but now i feel confuse
one girl i know her (until today) for four year
and already tackle her more than one year
Another girl this is the first time i saw her
but she can make me think about her after six hour i meet her
(i didnt have such a feeling before
except the girl who i think about her for more than one year)
So Now i was extremely Confuse
But if some one ask me what i confuse ?
I dont know
There are many possible answer
MAYBE
- I confuse that maybe the girl
who i already tackle for more than one year actually
i am not so in love on her only
- I just too boring
So just wan to find someone who can accompany me
- I confuse that how would it be ?
When i give up the girl
that i already tackle for more than one year
- I confuse that maybe i just wan to find a replacement
which her behavior same as the girl i already tackle ?
- Or maybe is too lonely to be one !
So i wan something to fill in the blank
- Or is time to give up and start something new
I really Confuse
Who can give me some advise ?
一见钟情, 还是一时冲动 ?
我也不请楚 !
但当我一个人度过了一个又一个孤单情人节时 ,
我发现寂寞实在难耐 !
Dont know why ?
Actually this will happen because
Today when i finish my stupid driving lesson
When i get in front of my home
Then a girl riding bicycle just in front of me
and dont know why she keep on looking at me
At first i thought she wan to challenge me
Just like other Male
when a Female challenge them
they will accept it
SO just get down from my instructor car
then i get my bike as fast as i can
then when i came out i saw some thing
the girl fall down because
she dont know how to stop a bike
on a sliding place
(i think she is a newbie)
but when she scream in pain
and jump here and there
OMG suddenly i feel that
she is cute !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Then she get in her house
So i just hang around
then i meet a guy so we chat
after that i told him about the challenge
Then the guy ask me a question
"......you wan to find the girl for challenge or you targeted the girl"
A very good question that make me can not forget the girl until now
(6 hour already, if i saw a pretty or cute girl
when i was at work or shopping or hang around at anywhere else
i will not waste my memory on them for such along time)
but now i feel confuse
one girl i know her (until today) for four year
and already tackle her more than one year
Another girl this is the first time i saw her
but she can make me think about her after six hour i meet her
(i didnt have such a feeling before
except the girl who i think about her for more than one year)
So Now i was extremely Confuse
But if some one ask me what i confuse ?
I dont know
There are many possible answer
MAYBE
- I confuse that maybe the girl
who i already tackle for more than one year actually
i am not so in love on her only
- I just too boring
So just wan to find someone who can accompany me
- I confuse that how would it be ?
When i give up the girl
that i already tackle for more than one year
- I confuse that maybe i just wan to find a replacement
which her behavior same as the girl i already tackle ?
- Or maybe is too lonely to be one !
So i wan something to fill in the blank
- Or is time to give up and start something new
I really Confuse
Who can give me some advise ?
一见钟情, 还是一时冲动 ?
我也不请楚 !
但当我一个人度过了一个又一个孤单情人节时 ,
我发现寂寞实在难耐 !
Sunday, March 14, 2010
Heart Broken
remember when
I caught your eye
you gave me rainbows
and butterflies
we did enjoy
our happiness ?
when our love was over
I was such a mess
I smiled at you
and you smiled back
that´s when I knew
there ain´t no turning back
you said you loved me
and I did too
now though it´s over
I still love you
you´re in my mind
you´re in my heart
I wish I knew right from the start
all my friends said you´d break my heart
A heartbreaker right from the start
I tried to fight it
I tried so hard
and every day
I pray to god
that you and me
were meant to be
but you had another
you had a lover
and now its gone
I don´t know why
I feel like crying
just want to die
I can´t look at you
and you know why
no I tried so hard
to catch your eye
you´re in my mind
you´re in my heart
I wish I knew right from the start
all my friends said you´d break my heart
A heartbreaker right from the start
you´re in my mind
you´re in my heart
I wish I knew right from the start
all my friends said you´d break my heart
A heartbreaker right from the start
Artist : MSTRKRFT ft John Legend
Song : Heartbreaker
One month no reply
from any message i send
i dont know why
Or she is really a heart breaker right from the start
Because she had rejected me at first
Then i am too stubborn
Dont know how to give up
So now should i give up ?
and just keep her in the deepest part in my heart !
So actually i should do like the song
I should knew right from the start
And give up earlier then today no need to be sad
But i cant
I don´t know why
I feel like crying
just want to die
but if die that mean i give up all the thing
so i will not do like that
But what should i do
may be six month later this problem will be solve
because she will leave here and go to other country for further study
but can i really give up ?
i dont know
but something very clear now
My Heart Broken!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
爱一个人并不一定要得到她只要她开心就好
那我的伤心呢???
就算要分离也给我一个机会说再见
I caught your eye
you gave me rainbows
and butterflies
we did enjoy
our happiness ?
when our love was over
I was such a mess
I smiled at you
and you smiled back
that´s when I knew
there ain´t no turning back
you said you loved me
and I did too
now though it´s over
I still love you
you´re in my mind
you´re in my heart
I wish I knew right from the start
all my friends said you´d break my heart
A heartbreaker right from the start
I tried to fight it
I tried so hard
and every day
I pray to god
that you and me
were meant to be
but you had another
you had a lover
and now its gone
I don´t know why
I feel like crying
just want to die
I can´t look at you
and you know why
no I tried so hard
to catch your eye
you´re in my mind
you´re in my heart
I wish I knew right from the start
all my friends said you´d break my heart
A heartbreaker right from the start
you´re in my mind
you´re in my heart
I wish I knew right from the start
all my friends said you´d break my heart
A heartbreaker right from the start
Artist : MSTRKRFT ft John Legend
Song : Heartbreaker
One month no reply
from any message i send
i dont know why
Or she is really a heart breaker right from the start
Because she had rejected me at first
Then i am too stubborn
Dont know how to give up
So now should i give up ?
and just keep her in the deepest part in my heart !
So actually i should do like the song
I should knew right from the start
And give up earlier then today no need to be sad
But i cant
I don´t know why
I feel like crying
just want to die
but if die that mean i give up all the thing
so i will not do like that
But what should i do
may be six month later this problem will be solve
because she will leave here and go to other country for further study
but can i really give up ?
i dont know
but something very clear now
My Heart Broken!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
爱一个人并不一定要得到她只要她开心就好
那我的伤心呢???
就算要分离也给我一个机会说再见
Tuesday, March 9, 2010
Too tired
Resign almost one month
then always stay at home online
and my mother keep on told me to find a job
finally 7-3-10 my first day as a P1 WIMAX Promoter
After people see this post then will have a question
Why not first day i work then i update my blog
because it is too tired i just wan
to lie on my bed for a while then i felt asleep
And the most important work as a P1 promoter
i need to hit target then i can get my commission
(every company not same so if you wan to work as any type of promoter ask properly the Term & Condition about your Salary and Commission)
Now after three day working i just hit 5% of the minimum target
OMG why i need to suffer this T.T
then always stay at home online
and my mother keep on told me to find a job
finally 7-3-10 my first day as a P1 WIMAX Promoter
After people see this post then will have a question
Why not first day i work then i update my blog
because it is too tired i just wan
to lie on my bed for a while then i felt asleep
And the most important work as a P1 promoter
i need to hit target then i can get my commission
(every company not same so if you wan to work as any type of promoter ask properly the Term & Condition about your Salary and Commission)
Now after three day working i just hit 5% of the minimum target
OMG why i need to suffer this T.T
Thursday, March 4, 2010
Finally
Finally i drive a car
a car less that 100bhp
max speed 160
Kancil
Compare to my dream car
6xx bhp V12 engine with 2 inlet valve and 2 outlet valve in each cylinder
0 to 100 KMpH just less than 10 second
Max speed 360 KMpH(which stated on the speedometer)
Max speed 310-345 KMpH (test by professional test driver)
6 speed gear box
E-diff technology which will assist the driver
That is too much diferrent
a car less that 100bhp
max speed 160
Kancil
Compare to my dream car
6xx bhp V12 engine with 2 inlet valve and 2 outlet valve in each cylinder
0 to 100 KMpH just less than 10 second
Max speed 360 KMpH(which stated on the speedometer)
Max speed 310-345 KMpH (test by professional test driver)
6 speed gear box
E-diff technology which will assist the driver
That is too much diferrent
Nervous
Later 7:30 Need to go to learn how to drive
Yesterday the driving teacher call me
And told me today he will come and teach me how to drive
he ask me a question
"Have you ever drive a car"
The answer no
i didnt drive a car before
HAHAHA funny right
I love cars sports cars Ferrari, Lambor, .....
And i have been on Nissan Fairlady 350z, Benz Sport SLK 230
But i had never drive a car
I feel nervous
how would it be when i drive a car ???????????
Yesterday the driving teacher call me
And told me today he will come and teach me how to drive
he ask me a question
"Have you ever drive a car"
The answer no
i didnt drive a car before
HAHAHA funny right
I love cars sports cars Ferrari, Lambor, .....
And i have been on Nissan Fairlady 350z, Benz Sport SLK 230
But i had never drive a car
I feel nervous
how would it be when i drive a car ???????????
Sunday, February 28, 2010
Yes 24 non stop
Yes the Telekom Malaysia guy just came my house
And activate the new streamyx plan
then now i have unlimited internet access
so good hahaha
so now can keep on play online game
and no need to scare exceed limit then need to pay more
Yeah
And activate the new streamyx plan
then now i have unlimited internet access
so good hahaha
so now can keep on play online game
and no need to scare exceed limit then need to pay more
Yeah
Saturday, February 13, 2010
CNY
Yeah
Tomorrow Chinese New Year
So i can get many angpau
But get many angpau also cannot use to buy thing
Because i still saving money to get a new mobile phone
My budget 2xxx
which phone ?
I also dont know
But have target already
Nokia N97
Sony Ericsson X2
Sony Ericsson X10(not come out yet but sony say few months later
but how many month 3,6,9 or 12 months later ?)
HTC Touch Pro 2
But if cannot save that amount money
Then force to buy cheaper mobile phone
Tomorrow Chinese New Year
So i can get many angpau
But get many angpau also cannot use to buy thing
Because i still saving money to get a new mobile phone
My budget 2xxx
which phone ?
I also dont know
But have target already
Nokia N97
Sony Ericsson X2
Sony Ericsson X10(not come out yet but sony say few months later
but how many month 3,6,9 or 12 months later ?)
HTC Touch Pro 2
But if cannot save that amount money
Then force to buy cheaper mobile phone
Tuesday, February 9, 2010
Oh noooooooooooooooo
My room still not clean yet
Because today clean half way
Too tired then sleep
My mother tell me tomorrow must clean
i wan to cry already la
Tomorrow must do many thing
And tomorrow may be go mid valley
My sister wan me to help her carry book
But actually i also got something to buy
then also hope can meet friend there
so will not boring
Because today clean half way
Too tired then sleep
My mother tell me tomorrow must clean
i wan to cry already la
Tomorrow must do many thing
And tomorrow may be go mid valley
My sister wan me to help her carry book
But actually i also got something to buy
then also hope can meet friend there
so will not boring
Bored
Resign already
now want to find another job
this few day stay at home
just clean my room
so bored
and i found
there is many thing to keep
And something that shock me
i already graduated
Form six graduated
i still can find form two thing
Shock !
But ok la
just left a little bit only
i think tomorrow can finish
now want to find another job
this few day stay at home
just clean my room
so bored
and i found
there is many thing to keep
And something that shock me
i already graduated
Form six graduated
i still can find form two thing
Shock !
But ok la
just left a little bit only
i think tomorrow can finish
Wednesday, January 20, 2010
I pass
Today undang test
I pass 44/50
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Then Amali Class
Is damn Boring
Talk all about the car
and all those are those basic thing
I know all this few years ago
But all finish
now wait for the L Licence
Dont know when can i drive car le ?
I pass 44/50
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Then Amali Class
Is damn Boring
Talk all about the car
and all those are those basic thing
I know all this few years ago
But all finish
now wait for the L Licence
Dont know when can i drive car le ?
Tuesday, January 19, 2010
有一点紧张
Tomorrow Undang Test
Got little bit nervous
Also got little bit scare
if pass then can celebrate
but so easy la just
i see all those question
carefully then ok de
Got little bit nervous
Also got little bit scare
if pass then can celebrate
but so easy la just
i see all those question
carefully then ok de
Wednesday, January 6, 2010
Feel The Diferrent
Ha Today go back to Chong Hwa
Before this when in the school
No hand phone allow
But today I can use hand phone
in front of the discipline teacher
No body will scold me
I really can feel the diferrent
I got a very good feeling
Before this when in the school
No hand phone allow
But today I can use hand phone
in front of the discipline teacher
No body will scold me
I really can feel the diferrent
I got a very good feeling
Monday, January 4, 2010
Boring
Nothing to do so
update blog
then go to other people blog
no update
all people start study already
My friend same age as me
always go shopping here and there
i also working only
boring AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
update blog
then go to other people blog
no update
all people start study already
My friend same age as me
always go shopping here and there
i also working only
boring AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
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